[A good friend of mine -age 20- was put in jail. this is a letter i recieved from him]
Dear Anyone,
I want my life back...Ive fucked up so much, This has all made me realize its time to grow up. Time to be a man. I need to go to school so i can start a career. I want to have a family. To have a girl truly love me. I want to be able to have a good relationship with trust, respect, and loyalty.being in here makes you think about all the mistakes in life that youve made and people youve hurt. it makes you angry towards the people who put you here and resentful towards the ones that give up on you.
I have all these people who want to come see me and there is only one person i care to see. i feel so selfish but ive come to realize how strong my feelings are for her. when shes here, i dont even care that im in jail, and when she leaves i want her back more than anything. im scared im setting myself up for another let down. shes young, probably doesnt want the same things i feel im ready for, nut i cant help but be optemistic. maybe she does want to be with me as much as i want her. ive only known her for a short time but she has a lot of characeristics i look for. shes beyond gorgeous, she makes me smile, laugh, happy, she puts me before others and is genuinely a sweetheart. i feel like shes more like me than anyone ive ever met. that scares me. i can tell she is like me in the way that she is lost. scared of what growing up means. not ready to grow up. i hope we can help each other. be a team, support for one another. i feel like she is someone i could spend forever with. maybe im stupid to be thinking about marrage but shes not someone i intend to lose.if i was ever going to give someone my all..its going to be her. i can feel it in my heart like ive never felt before. its her. always has been. always will be...
maybe all this is a test from god to see how strong we are. if she truly waits for me and can stay honest and faithful, and is willing to deal with everything from my past and the changes ahead, then i will know it was meant to be. its fait.
[I waited and I have come to the conclusion that he is my Soul Mate <3]
